My Philosophy

When I took up philosophy my main reason is as simple as, because it’s the easiest degree to enter the most prestigious University in the Philippines, I said, as soon as I got accepted, I would immediately transfer to another programme. But, I got stuck, then I told myself, since I really planned to continue at Law school afterwards, might as well finish Philo as an undergraduate, a preparatory course for law. I stayed with philosophy for four years in the University of the Philippines. Four years, wondering what the hell am I doing with myself? Four long years of more questions rather than answers for a career. I was conditioned by the idea that when you graduate college you can find a good job, but as the four years of studying Philosophy concluded, I got more confused, laughed at, and disappointed. “Wanted Philosopher?” who would want that? What is the particular career a philosophy graduate would take?

“Major in philosophy, because there's no way to make a career out of that,” by Jessica Stanley, “Twilight Saga-Eclipse” an excerpt from her Graduation Speech. This was a hard-hit speech, this is the time I became conscious of my chosen field of study. I hated myself for awhile, thinking how stupid I was to have been stuck with this major. Then, I planned to apply to business school, hoping that I could keep up with the commercial world. I became indignant with all the social sciences, thinking they weren’t practical enough to be studied at all. Friends study marketing, IT, business, the practical stuff that give them the privilege to train on companies like Apple, IBM, Mærsk. I studied philosophy that gave me the advantage to understand Inception better than they do (I guess). I said I wanted to put things together, rather than asked why I need to put them together. I wanted my life to be more practical. Be more of action, than of thought, be more on doing than on thinking, and Philosophy is far behind this perspective, I believed that my choice of philosophy as a major had failed me.

I was wrong.

Don’t major in Philosophy if you want to make money out of a career. This is the principle I contemplated so far. Conventionally, we have the idea that to graduate in college would give us a better life, a better life in the sense that we’ll have a great work in a big company, to have a salary that could buy us a big house and nice car. So, Philosophy couldn’t give this stuff. But still, I wanted to raise a premise that, Philosophy is a career. On the definition that career is a calling, not an occupation. I was ashamed of myself, that once in my life, I became resentful with being a Philosophy graduate. I don’t even want my man who constantly teasing me, that philosophy is for crazy people with crazy minds, nor my friends who would always irritate me that Philosophy graduates end up on call-centers, to be the excuse of my hasty behavior. Now, I want to say the line that I always say to my husband to defend myself: “Philosophers are not crazy people just because we have crazy (passionate) minds; you are just an ordinary person with an ordinary mind. Don’t ask me what a philosophy student/graduate will do, because we don’t do, we think. Ordinary people do, while philosophers think what the people will do. You ask what to do, how to do things, we ask WHY WE DO THINGS? And if you still don’t understand what I mean, it’s because I am the Philosophy person and not you.” (bit too harsh but I did say that)

I wish to further my knowledge in the field of philosophy, not because I lack confidence of my knowledge so far, but because I wanted to heed my calling. I believe that philosophy is a continuous process of searching the truth therefore; I want to join the search. 

Are you one of THESE HUMANS?

Looking around, it troubles me. Observing deeper, it worries me. Knowing more, it scares me.

Radical change of unexpected phenomena and the surfacing of circumstantial attitudes tend to go hand in hand as they cause each other’s shift of events.

Climate change maybe one of the radical change cause of the lack of concern towards the environment is not but a sign of the indifference of people nowadays, but also a sign of the ever erratic behavior of the most dangerous animal on the planet, humans.

I tend to share random thoughts of those humans who shouldn’t be tolerated at all. First on the lists are those non-biodegradables, or in a layman’s term plastics. They always make things complicated and even cause them to destroy. These plastics are the root cause of relationship to fall. They should be castrated for all I care.

How about those, blood-sucking leeches who feed on the vulnerability of the host person? They are just so on the go when they feel that these person is on its power, they attach themselves and try to feed the ego of these host, then use the benefits of being close to power just so they could boss around other people. Most of the times, plastics and leeches are one of the same person.

The Third human is on the leech family, they are called, social climbers and gold diggers, this is I think the most misconception that generalize all of foreigners when they marry abroad. Sometimes, it sucks, but we can’t hide the fact that at some point there are most who are like these, trying to use other people for their money, to afford them of all material things. In this world of conventional reality where money seems to rule over everything this is an inevitable phenomenon.

My last set of humans, are those who are now lacking the most common virtue of compassion, respect and gratitude. Some people now can’t even show respect to other people anymore. Most often than not, they want to feel good on the company of the plastics and leeches rather than to battle out the troubles on the company of those who really care. They seem to ignore and even brush off the only person who could help them in exchange for the good times (parties, assuring words of gossips and egoistic chants) from the group of misleading people. Most often, these set of people are those you think are your most closest friends or even part of those you consider family, beware as they are the ones that could destroy you more than anyone else.

Looking around, observing deeper, knowing more, we should be vigilant, cause in this world full of disguised demons it’s only fitting to fight for survival, and it’s only fitting to always be cynic, cause we don’t know that we might as well have these features. Just be safe and be cautious, be skeptical and most of all, BE YOURSELF.